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Punishing Herself For His Passing

[Blind Gossip] It is obviously tragic when a young person passes so early in their life and career.

The people they leave behind grieve in different ways.

In the case of one young male performer who suddenly passed away within the past year, a young actress with whom he was close is having a particularly tough time coping with the loss.

They were good friends and she is beating herself up over the fact that they used to [do drugs] together. At the time she thought it was no big deal and that they were just doing the same dumb sh*t that everybody our age does. Now she is thinking that maybe if she hadn’t done this with him that he’d still be here. She feels horrible and guilty, like it’s somehow her fault. She punished herself by not eating.

Similar: Drugs And Regret And Chicken

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Female:

[Optional] Should she feel guilty?

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  2. jj the great says

    He definitely wasn’t an addict. I’m almost certain of it. And he was home relaxing that day not out partying or anything. Nothing “triggered” his seizure besides epilepsy and bad luck. This is written like it’s about an addict who died of a drug OD. I just thought…… Could this be Bella Thorne and Lil Peep? Remember she dated him a few months before he OD? And she’s into drugs too… so, especially if she isn’t an addict & just having fun & can control herself, I could see feeling guilty.

  3. jj the great says

    No- right- as I said, I’m a recovering addict. More than aware of all the ways drugs can kill you lol. But this makes it sound like it’s someone who did drugs with him recreationally years ago & is just having survivor’s guilt. He was epileptic due to genetics, so even if he tried some drugs years ago, like almost everyone does as a teenager, that wouldn’t have prevented him from being epileptic & dying bc he had a seizure while alone & sleeping. He wasn’t on drugs when he died.

  4. Bheasa2 says

    “She punished herself by not eating.”

    Just think this is a bit soon for that kind of observation – not eating through very recent grieving of a death of a friend wouldn’t be such an odd thing to pick up on, would it? it seems to me to be someone who has died, but not that recently, so I think it’s more likely to be Mac Miller than Cameron Boyce.

  5. EmilyLou says

    I think you got it!! When I first read it I thought, she’s not an actor!! But she did some kiddie show.

  11. lisaburton371 says

    Yes, thinking this too. Cameron just passed away so everyone is thinking it’s him but I dont think so. It says passed in the last year. It also says a performer, not an actor.

  14. jj the great says

    *allowed him to live longer, I doubt it’s him (forgot to finish the sentence! Whoops!)

  15. jj the great says

    Well of course my mind goes to the Disney actor who just passed, Cameron Boyce, but he was epileptic, & unless it’s just extreme survivors guilt where she’s feeling like any little bad thing he ever did, if he hadn’t, would’ve allowed him to live longer. Otherwise, it must be someone who passed of an overdose and as a recovering addict I say, WITH CERTAINTY, he would take 100% of the blame, or blame the mental obsession, & not any one person or event. Hang in there, sweetie.

  17. theamusedonlooker says

    Cameron Boyce
    That costar of his
    She should blame herself for doing drugs, but not his death

  18. aaababe says

    male: cameron boyce ?
    female i do not know

    kids

    should she feel guilty? no, it’s one own responsibility.

  20. spookie says

    That’s really sad, whoever it is. It’s not her fault. If she wasn’t his drug buddy someone else would have been.

  21. Baileygirl says

    The young actor Cameron who was found dead in bed. There is no telling what illicit drug use will do when a person has a serious chronic illness. Many drugs lower the seizure threshold and for a person with epilepsy that is a big NO-NO. He might have thought he was covered with his epilepsy meds, but there is a reason pharmacists have the equivalent of a Master’s in chemistry. You don’t add street drugs to your system because unless you are well-versed, the results can be tragic. His…

  23. aaaKC83 says

    Male is Cameron Boyce. Female could be any one of his costars from Jessie and Descendants.

    No, but hopefully she sees this as a wake up call. Gone far too soon, Cameron had so much potential not just as an actor but as a person and humanitarian.

  24. Athena268 says

    That Disney kid who just died from a “seizure.” I knew he died from drugs. Don’t feel sorry people who do it to themselves.

  25. pitbull says

    Meghan
    Narcissistic and arrogant celebrities seldom seek “to serve” but to BE SERVED. She doesn’t get it. She never did. Harry hasn’t helped by being the “anything-Meghan-wants=Meghan-gets enabler.

  26. LizardQueen says

    Cameron Boyce
    Skai Jackson

    My guesses are probably sooooooo wrong, but she (no matter who this is) shouldn’t feel bad. You can’t cheat death if it’s your time. So not your fault, young lady.